Dear diary..3.(what would i do??)
 life was always been easy for me. i've never been taken any hard choices.i had everything even before i expected.but with the time i've been realized that now it's the time to  take rough choices.  Actually there's junction ahead.one way will lead me to my dream. it's what i wanted since i can remember. And i hope i'll look better in " Browns ".If I choose this way i'll be on my own. and this is what my heart says to go....   the other leads me nowhere i know.I meant the other end of this way is a dark and blinked area.It cannot be predicted.even for a great ist class magician.   But everyone i've loved, every person  who loves me have showed me the second option.  there won't be a turn back.  I've gone crazy dude.I never felt guilty and regret in these twenty years of my life. And I also don't want them in future..  " Will i suffer? "  I don't believe in faith.But i do believe in God. He'll never push me down.He...